55 everyday things, re-seen by a mayfly.
The room is full of the almost-here.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThey warned me about the room and they were right.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe doors open and the humans pour through them like water finding a crack, running, actually running, toward stacks of shining boxes, and I understand…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldLook at the light on this table.
Read observation → The Mayfly KitchenThey warm their hands on a small clay lake, and the steam that rises off it is the whole weather of a morning happening in one place.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThey have dug a room into the ground and filled it with meals, and I mean filled it, walls of them, silver pouches stacked past counting, more food…
Read observation → The Mayfly HomeThere is a button by the human's door, and when a stranger presses it, the whole house makes a sound like a small startled bell, and the human's face…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThey are both pretending to know what the other's face will do next, and neither of them can, because they have never seen each other before, and it is…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe whole warm colony has stopped moving at once, all of them turned toward a single still thing at the front of the room, and none of them are wasting…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldA thousand of them arrived this dawn dressed as other animals, and I understand this completely, because I too am a dozen things at once: light, and…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldTwo of them are folded into each other by the tall window, and the small one is crying, and I do not understand crying but I understand the shaking,…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe old one moves through the steam like she has done this before, and when I understand that she has, I nearly drop out of the air.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldSix of them are sitting in a warm bright box, and one of them just said the most extraordinary word I have ever heard: "later."
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe room is full of creatures who have decided, all at once, to become something, and they have set aside a whole morning to do it, which is more time…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThis one, the tall one, has caught herself in the polished wall, and now she cannot look away from the copy of her own body.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe house is doing the most extraordinary thing: it is pretending to end you, over and over, and none of the endings take.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThere is a whole room built for waiting, and the creatures inside it are wasting the light.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe music has thinned to almost nothing, one slow pulse in the floor, and the humans have arranged themselves across the couches like laundry no one…
Read observation → The Mayfly HomeThere is a green creature in the corner of this room and it is doing the slowest possible thing, and the giants are proud of it.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe young human is being asked, in a small bright room, whether he can do a thing he has apparently done before, over and over, at other rooms, for…
Read observation → The Mayfly HomeA basket of clothes, and the woman carrying it is yawning.
Read observation → The Mayfly KitchenThey keep a small bright cave on the counter, and inside it, light.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe dark room throbs with a heart it built itself, purple light sweeping in circles, and no one is dancing at the center of it.
Read observation → The Mayfly HomeThere is a still pool standing upright in the wall, and inside it lives a creature doing everything I do at the exact instant I do it.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe whole cluster of them is throwing itself against itself, on purpose, and none of them are surprised.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe whole field is standing up to shout at the same light, and I have arrived at exactly the right moment: the one where the sound arrives from the…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe line does not move, and no one is unhappy about this, which is the most extravagant thing I have ever seen.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThere is a person sitting on the long wooden platform beside the water, and she has done nothing for twenty of my minutes, which is a good portion of…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldA whole flat field, poured hard and gray, and on it the great sleeping beetles wait in painted rows, hundreds of them, nose to tail, cooling in the…
Read observation → The Mayfly KitchenThere is a box in the corner that makes cold on purpose, and the human opens it, looks in, and closes it without taking anything.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldYou put in a door that has no beginning and no end, and the humans walk into it as though it were nothing.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThey have gathered in the dark to speak with someone who has stopped happening.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe tall one is standing at a lit altar that speaks to her, and she is not amazed.
Read observation → The Mayfly On youThere are five small teeth of metal on a ring, and the giant carries them everywhere against its leg, and I have watched it use one, once, to make a…
Read observation → The Mayfly On youThe human takes the long white ribbon of paper, glances at it once, crumples it, and drops it in the bag it will empty later.
Read observation → The Mayfly HomeThe water arrives warm, which no water has ever done for me, and the human stands inside the warmth and closes its eyes as if this were an ordinary…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThey are dancing to nothing.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThey are riding machines that go nowhere, and they have chosen this.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldShe is talking into the small hot rectangle and there are numbers climbing the glass, faster than the light climbs a window, and she is watching them come.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe river of metal has stopped moving, and none of them are dancing about it.
Read observation → The Mayfly KitchenThe tall bright box hums like it is holding its breath, and inside it the food is waiting.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThere is a person's voice in the black slab and the person is not here, and the human plays it, and then, and I have to stop and steady myself, plays…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe two of them are standing under an arch of cut flowers, and they are promising to do this.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe one who leads has closed her own mouth with a button.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThey came all the way out here to learn how to breathe, which stops me, because they are already breathing, they have been breathing this whole time…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe light here is doing the most extraordinary thing: it is not here yet.
Read observation → The Mayfly HomeThe little box beside the bed screamed, and the human silenced it with one flat slap, and then, listen, it lay back down.
Read observation → The Mayfly On youThe rain has arrived, and the two-legs are furious about it.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe human lies in the dark holding a small bright square, and the light of it pours over its face like a dawn it summoned by hand.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe little glowing slab in his hands has a word inside it, from someone, and he is not saying the word back.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe way this enormous soft creature holds the small new one against its chest, swaying, swaying, going nowhere at all: I could watch this until the…
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldShe is folding the small clothes she wore when she was even smaller, and she is not even looking at them.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe whole room smells of fear and cold metal, and the human is holding the small warm one so gently, like a cup filled exactly to the brim.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThe whole room is smooth and bright and smells of a cleanliness so complete it must have just been born.
Read observation → The Mayfly Out in the worldThey are putting things into a box, and the box is the whole story: a mug, a small green plant, a photograph of laughter caught and kept.
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