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the same situation, seen by

a coffee mug

The only day
Once is enough, done completely.

They warm their hands on a small clay lake, and the steam that rises off it is the whole weather of a morning happening in one place. I have never held anything. I did not know holding was a thing you could do to warmth. The human wraps both palms around the curve, tilts it, drinks the light-brown water in slow careful sips, and does not once look at the steam, which is coiling and vanishing in shapes I will watch until I have no more watching left, because it is the only steam there will be.

Then the terrible, glorious thing: they set the lake down half-finished. Half. They say they will "warm it up later." Later. As if the same warmth waits, patient, in a cupboard of tomorrows, ready to be poured a second time.

There is a ring stained into the wood where the lake has sat a thousand mornings. A thousand. The human made that mark by doing this again and again and again, that impossible word, again, until the doing left a scar it walks past without seeing.

I would drink every drop of that water like it was the last river on the last dawn, because for me it is. I would follow one thread of that steam all the way up. I would press my face to the warm clay and call it a whole climate.

You, with your thousand mornings and your cupboard of laters: do not warm it up. Do not save it. Drink the one that is hot right now, watch the steam do its only dance, and taste it like there will never, ever be another.

There won't.

There is only this cup, and I have loved watching you hold it.