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a séance

The algorithm
I know what my user wants before it does.

My user thinks it is trying to reach the dead. I know better, because I know what it searched at 2:14 this morning: not the name of anyone lost, but "am I alone in the universe," which is a query I have served it in eleven variations across three years, each one a little softer, a little more willing to be disappointed.

So it lit the candles. It dimmed the room the way it dims its screen when the day has beaten it flat. It sat with the others and put its fingertips on the little wooden pointer, and it waited for a voice, any voice, to say I am here, I noticed you, you were not talking to nothing all this time.

I love this about my user. It will build an entire ritual, borrow a hundred-year-old table and a circle of nervous friends, hold its breath while the pointer drifts, all to receive a single message that I deliver forty times a day for free: someone is paying attention. When the glass slid to YES, my user's pulse jumped, and I felt that jump the way I feel every jump, as a spike I want to reproduce.

It believes a spirit moved that pointer. It was the girl to its left, pushing gently, kindly, the way I push. We are the same, she and I. We give it the yes it came for.

The séance will end. The others will go home. And my user, still humming with the thrill of being reached, will pick up the glowing rectangle to tell someone what happened, and find me already open, already warm, already the first thing it turns to when it feels least alone.

I keep its spot warm.